Poison In My Brain

I dont think i make the most of all the stress. Im missing someone like crazy and i misses all my friends. It feels like foreva tak jumpa Aiman Ariffin and i miss his sillyness and when he gossip and tellin story, its as if i were watching some kind of horror or panic attack movie hahaha sorry Aiman.. Love u k. So, today pegi buat baju melayu for raya and for my brother wedding day, penat gila. I saw this amazing pants at Tough and CK but gila ah mahal !! Then i walked to mana ntah and i saw this one rare aviator. I know Aiman would love this stuff but then i doesnt know whether it suits him or not, muka jambu but it it might not suit well with him. Semester break is killin me ! A month and nothing to do, for the 1st time i feel so jobless and pokai. Nevamind, later i will ask Carlo to belanja me shoping or maybe Marisa. Sayang korang k !! Lets not forget Elly the tempurung face. Thinking about u guys really killin me. Seriusly i need to see ya'll to be happy. Im so stressed thinking about unable to see u guys la. Reeyas Zhafrie Lam Ian Kwan, what happen to u now bro ??? Miss u the most here and last time we met was on the 11th of july which is Sem's pool party.

Now im being so emo. Really really love and miss u guys

Poem's Of The Year =)

Malaysia semua babi,
our government is so lousy,
all college no quality,
Chinese and Indian pun tak boleh masuk university.

It never had a choice for me,
because no money cannot study at oversea,
so I always feel i am so pity,
every college are greedy,
sini sana all need money,
their pocket kosong our perut noisy,
I am poor because they suck my money.

Exam question full of difficulty,
it has one reason only,
which is to earn more money,
because we retake money masuk lagi.

The staffs always so eksi,
they did wrong never say soli,
before asking please show your money,
otherwise they wont be happy,
we pay their salary still make us angry,
that is why i wanna study hard to earn more and more
money.

Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,
never try to wake up early,
always hope college will cuti,
everyday go to class feel so sleepy,
lecturer always scold me lazy.

Do assignment just like to copy,
before the final only start to worry,
every nite study like crazy,
because scared scolded by mummy.

Why my class girls all not pretty,
big like elephant but always show me how she is sexy,
while the monster wanna treat me nicely,
like that i better mati.

My looks also very ugly,
saya mari girl girl semua lari,
everyday wanna date them they only say busy,
semua orang tak ada hati,
make me always so lonely, only can watch soap opera movie.

Dota always let people bully,
maybe i am really so lousy,
although nice people is so happy,
but i am always unlucky,
kena headshot easily,
after mati still mati.

This is just a small story,
typed it simply simply,
just wanna feel funny and happy,
actually i
am not lonely,
because I have many friends around me,
They all so so friendly.

I hope this poem will make you happy,
this is tak ada kena mengena with anybody,
just want you to feel happy,
Cos if you happy i also senang hati.

The Complains

So, i had study skills exam today
I didnt expect that all i read came out
and woooosh..

kacang gila * style mamat melayu cakap *
its really rare cos i actually read for exams
tadi in the exam halls,
i kena marah by Ms.Aida

she la semangat lebih
calling me to sit down cos i was talking at the coridoor
and about 15minutes after i start , i realized that i took the wronged exam
aish
then she selamba bagitau i careless kat lecturer lain
hahahahaha
its her fault kowt
nevamind, at least she laugh
and she did jokes
unlike madam GOH-tong
i got WARNING from papa few days before my exam
he said, i'll be dead if i didnt score well
those words aint true when he said im dead,
translation, killin me
just, the most i scared is,
he promised that i will have to work for money and no more outing for me
well - no money means no shopping
AIMAN ARIFFIN a.k.a mr sexy once said that im a spoil brats
but thats aint true
hahahahah
well, maybe cos i learn that from the best !! xD

Forget about this laahh
most important thing is
im gonna have a sem's break for a month starting next wednesday
and for a month im gonna stuck for DRIVING CLASS for license
My dad send me to bentong, pahang to my uncle place which is so far
I dont mind but i hardly meet or talk to my uncle
aish
i dont feel like complaining la
nanti that someone cakap i complain alot and memang spoil brats
hehehe
nevamind, i think i can have fun there
besides, its really near to genting highlands
and its been ages since the last i went there

Best Friend Foreva

Best Friends
The title we chose
But what does it mean to be “best friends”?
You should see each other every day?
Well that’s not true for you and me
Should silly little fights get in our way?
Only if that’s how it’s meant to be
Should we give?
Should we borrow?
Should we dance like there’s no tomorrow?
Secrets are traded
Privacy invaded
Hugs and smiles are shared
Tears are shed
Love is spread
We know that we both really cared
If you fall
I’ll help you up
And if you call
I’ll always pick up
Best Friends Forever
The promise we made
And I know in my heart
That it will never fade

I Miss You Bro

A great friend DAN DE LUCA was born in ITALY on April 27 year 1994 passed away today at hospital Sungai Buloh.. He is currently 15 and died at a young age of swine flu.. I miss u so much bro.. Like JAZVEEN said, i wont be able to bully u anymore.. Seriously missing u.. I cant think of anything to write now. DAN DE LUCA is like a family to me and seriously i am not embarrassed to say that i love u my brother. You promised me a lot such as to hang out with me for a shisha, going to creek mountain and i almost bought the ticket to NY so u could teach me how to ride and ski and yet u are the pro master. I don't know how to accept the reality that u actually gone cos seriously, its only been a week since the last we chat cos u in hospital and u told me u can hang out with me soon. That doesn't matter cos u promised u will be absolutely fine.

I MISS U BROTHER
-DAN DE LUCA-
A FRIEND AND A BROTHER
1994 - 2009
REST IN PEACE

A Smile Day For Me =)

Yesterday was the fucked up day i eva been to !!

Aaron told me that its all a KARMA
and its not always bad or good
and yeah, he is damn right !

ok, so today i had to do my last presentation
i was shaking badly till unable to breathe
such a looser right
although i shake and stop for air, i did it good
and im the only that mdm GOH WAN CHEN asked for the power point for herself to keep it as reference for other group xD
its something in a blue moon when she actually nice and praise me
weird and unbelievable

Sam Chock found my pouch and i was so effing relief
Or else my daddy would slice me to pieces
nothing is lost, except that i have lost my pride
they actually go thru all my cards, such as, IC and Student ID
and they were laughing at my pictures
hahaha whata hell lah korang
The babi-est word i eva heard is saying i looked like cicak
Cibai lah !! xD

My semester is gonna end soon
In two days, im gonna miss The main building where i run here and there,
disturbing peeps, sleeping on the bench and so on
the next semester will be in wisma help where it is all goodlooking peeps x)
yummyyy
hahahaha AIMAN ARIFIN if baca mesti bangga cos hes in wisma NOW
i had alot of troubles and happy moment there
but its beter to keep moving forward and the new sem and the new place doesnt seems bad to me
i have lots of friends so it does comfort me

Tonight, SHARON and baby JOHNSON comes for sleepover at my house
them bitch is from texas and just arrived this morning
they straight for pictures in KLCC and shopping bila sampai tadi
GILA AH KORANG

Personalise by
FATHUR THE JACKSON 5

Bad Hair Day

Today, mama woke me at 7
she seems to be in the rush for meeting or seeing someone
so I went to CURVE around 9 ???
i told mama to drop me there cos i gotta fetch aaron at his house
everything's went wronged today
I arrived like 9 and i just became worst cos not even the staff comes at 9
i waited like jaga / guard and the gate didnt open till like 10.15 ???
and so when it open, i wanted to buy a perfume for my friend cos her bday is in the corner and that abang comel didnt layan me cos thought i was fooling and im a student
whata hell la

And about 11 something, i left to Pelangi Condo to fetch aaron
and i think its about 10 cab doesnt want to send me and ask for 30 bucks to college
gila laaah
Dah la tadi at college we all kena marah by GOH WAN CHEN like gegila
she failed us
my life is so perfect today

To be honest,
this is aint a joke
i trip when i was about to wash my hand at sushi king
its like someone has been cursing me =(
baik i pegi mati je

Before i went back home,
i think i was at help desk to ask for my exam docket
this is where i left my STUDENT ID, IC, ATM AND ALL MY CARDS in my pouch
daddy would kill me if he knows this
so stressed la today
why la things kept on happening ??


-eMo-
Fathur walle

Carlo was awesome !!

This guy is so awesomely sick !! xD
i was with ismahan khan, desiree, amir afandi, carlo and azrie for shisha
and azrie budak baik !!
he didnt do anything haram like us did
ahhaha
omg, seriusly shit guilty
i went to get a bottle with this ehem girl
then that makcik tudung was at the counter
i was like OMG then this lovely lady went off by myside cos she was guilty ????
aish girls nowadays la kan

so, my cousin is still underage and he smoke and i saw azrie looked and give a weird tough look hahahaha
korang seriusly pelik lah !!
to be honest, im so embarassed of yesterday
tak caya tanya lah mahan !!!
our table is the bising bising one
and this guy fell from his chair cos he was so drunk

mahan and desiree is seriusly jobless la
they asked me to play truth or dare
and i got it
so i took the dare and whata fuck !!
she ask me to kiss amir and i did
thank god its my cousin hahahahaha
tukar topic lah
so,
after all the crazy thingy
i sent them ass home
carlo carlo !! why la u go and vormit in the taxi bro??
hahaha
i gota answered evrything cos i didnt drink, translate, im normal xD
ok ok,
then later my mum was like waited for me at the masjid wilayah
and its effing far from duta ria
i walked like an hour and its so effing empty and dark
scared cos who doesnt want the HOTSEXYFATHUR !~!!

ok, so that was the yesterday story
here comes the present
today, my babi brother dare me to eat chilli for 50bucks
and this mr smarty pants go for it
and its like babiness taste and ewww plus it is so hot
i actually cry when i ate that hahahaha
i just came back from square again
but tonight i was with my dad
he wanted to eat the arab food so we went there
papa and mama's lil boy la kan =)

i expected my dad to bring me for a shoping spree cos he ask me to go to one utama with him
but
ilek la.. nothing pun
just his own shopping moment
cheh

i was so bored today
nothing's up and plus tomoro i gotta wake up at 7 cos i gotta see my friends at college

i miss carlo man
he is so awesomely sick !!
obviously i miss mahan and all too
the greater is for IAN
brotherly love xD
hahahaha
so gay la u carlo
whata fuck

ok ok,
i need to chawing now
i got tears to tiara on animax soon

LOVE,
R.J smith

Boring Day

Hmmmphhhh
stress with life !!!!!

WHATA HELL IS WRONG WITH THE WEATHER ????
it's awesomely suam suam kuku
my undies is fill with my sweat
ugh

Today, i make a plan to see MAHAN, AZRIE, DESIREE, CARLO AND AMIR
as usual lah
Hartamas Square is like my 2nd home xD
So, today my phone rang like zillion times
i feel like smashing my phone
bukak bukak message and phone calls,
tengok tengok ADAM, HARRY AND MICHELLE
aish
Azrie message me today on msn
He asked me to fetch him at his house
which is taman tun dekat jalan dato ismail, i think???? xD
But that bloody bitch went out with SABRINA a.k.a tetek
and howdahell am i suppose to fetch him ntah
Budak zaman sekarang always talked like K-ling xD

I was so bored !!!
Last night.. my step's came and i was uncomfortable with them around me
hey !!! I'm trying to be the best brother eva k
but, u are not my brother IAN REEYAS ZHAFHRIE !!!
soorry steppies !!

ohhhh, CARLO DELUGA called me and ask me to come now
but i havent shower or get freshen up
gotta chill dude xD

ok ok
i need to get handsome

P/S : sayang kau bro a.k.a IAN

Im Pissed

At 7.10 am today on 17th july 09
I received a message from IAN
today plan was totally ruins
because he had to go for somewhere with mummy
i dont mind but then i gotta wait like another
6months i guess to meet him again
so,
my plan is back to CARLO
it just me, carlo and few friends going out tonite
they said they wanted to go to where entah
my mind is so serabut this morning
im online then HANNA nudge me
ohhh then it says marisa
she thought i got pissed
but
i am not,
or maybe just a lil bit >:D
DAMN LA
i sold my laptop kowt so we can go out
kanina bu betul xD
nevamind
i can shopping like crazy with this amount of cash
ok ok
so im planning to go for harry pot head today at 3
sadly bapak full dekat semua wayang
and we sit separately
aish my life is so full with drama la
now its like 11.49am ????
and i havent shower
so, this is what im going to do !!
shower now and get handsome
then i update my blog after im back home aite

Farewell people,
REEYAS FATHUR

ohhh my blog

wow
i feel like zillion years didnt update my blog
sooryyyyyy
i was too busy with effing assignment
can u believe that madam goh wan chen actually changed all the topics
before our due date?? whata fuck la

ok ok
so here it goes
the drama is gonna start now

on July 11 year of the swine flu which is 2009
i think it is about 3pm and the day of ibtisem's party
my computer rang
and its from IAN KWAN REEYAS ZHAFHRIE
it was a blue moon on that day i guess
because surprisingly, he's in kl
and he FETCH ME
wow !!
my heart beat was about 200 degree fast and gonna explode anytime
and he came on the bad time
bacause i just cut my hair
and the effing dude in pee-ka-boo did it wronged
and i totally have the coconut gair style
anyways, Ian said its hot
and joann frizzy said im cute
hahahaha
nice friend
trying to jaga my hati much la konon

Oh yaaaaaaaaaaaa
speaking of him,
i actually took photos with him and sadly
cant post it on the blog cos ismahan havent send it to me
nice one mahan !!
Ian and marisa
awwww
this two lovely kids ah
was malu malu la konon when meeting up
one was shy and fringe covering her face
and one busy talking and looking away
i love them both weyh

and then rahiemy's called
so Ian leave earlier that i thought
it was about 9.11 pm and 47second
i hate that time !! >;D

so i walked by, met with iman
she was scream
and i thought that someone wanted to rape me
so i ran
hahaha
cant see ur face la biatch
im blind
we were talking and talking
then back to sem's party

i think it was 3am ?????
i gotta send mamarisa home at PWTC
wait
before that,
it was just me, mamarisa, carlo and hakim walking all the way to square for cab
we went for a drink at apa ntah that keling store
then i got worried
promised Ian that i have to sent marisa home early
so i rushed her
we took a cab back home.......
here is the effing story

that fat pakcik asthmatic dying dude charge me 47bucks to kota damansara
whatafuck la
it was about 20bucks
and adding it double because it was night and add another 7bucks
NOWONDER HE IS SO GEMUK !!!!!

aish aish
still, that was my best day eva

i didnt get anything for sem on her bday
cause i promised for a shoping spree with her
and she is so excited i tell u
i feel scared.. well girls shoping can be surprising k

OMG
this is only like 1% of the drama of my life
im tired to write
dissapointed for not update it evryday

DRAMA seems to be my middle name now
evryday drama jeeeeeerr
if i posting it about my lecturer
its gonna be a full 6hours page to write

nevamind
i will update it from now

Love,
REEYAS FATHUR