feb 21st

February,

The holy month that scares me the most
Everything about February reminds me of you
Your smell, your touch, your kiss, your breath, your love and all your bitter sweet memories
February, thank you for making me sick again
I can survive on next to nothing
I can get by on rationed loving
But,
I cannot thrive

Dear Holy February,
I stay alive with pinched lips and hungry eyes
I tell myself lies about better tomorrows alibis
To cover the sorrow that i felt inside

As for me
My storehouse has little in store
Winter snows will freeze even my bones
I need more of February

February,
4months has gone
And you have been gone away happily
When February past,
Apart of me died
Tho the Holy scares me
Trust me
Nothing beats this month
Cause February is the best thing i ever had

Two Royalty In Action

What the feathers. I couldn't sleep at all last night cos my knee was throbbing like hell and trust me, it feels shitty. So, today i was 5ominutes late for my morning class. Thank god mama was the one who sent me. I didn't enjoy much in my psychology class today cos seriously, Mr Sebastian were talking mostly about sex Haha Damn, seriously whats with the Anal and Oral has to do with psychology?!?! Maybe i should write that for my upcoming quiz (Gerenti aku dapat A Mr sebs)

So, today i waited for Tengku Wan Azrie at mcD. Well-maths class supposedly ends at 5 but i was out 2hours earlier ahahaha Put the blame on Dipica. She bribe me and hell yeah- 5hours of maths class, what did u expect?!?! I ain't genius or never interested to be a mathematician. So, right before our gym starts, we went to mcD cos Azrie ni bodoh. He wanted to eat before he starts gyming (bodoh punya apek) haha Then we took the HELP bus, Azrie is kinda jakun cos he naik bus for the 1st time. Seriously spoil brat lah kau ni.

The spoil brat

Mr seb class is the suckiest class eva

Aaron and Omar, stressed cos of maths class

Kar Mun, the SHINOBI

My knee :(

The handicap dude :'(

Gedik vS Jambu

Today things goes so well for me though i didn't do much things~not because I'm lazy alright. It just my ligament is killing me. I received a called from my most gedik bitch this afternoon and yeah his name is Ikmal Aliff Jamaludin (sumpah penat layan kau punya merapu). Thanks to aliph for calling me bitch when Qasmal, my consultant from Fitness First called and now i have a very unique sweet nickname cos of this mamat rempit. Bapak sial kan?!?! haha So, this effers was hoping my ligament could get more worst than what i am suffering now but thank to God and now my knee is feeling much better. Aliph, sumpah aku cakap, tadi that doctor should give u racun so u cepat mampus haha

Aliph si gedik

lets go to the 2nd topic of friends life shall we? I just met someone who i think is awesome and caring !! I can feel the love there haha Unlike si bulat a.k.a aliph, he only wished me to mati earlier instead of me getting better. So, speaking about this mista chef jambu air, his name is Iszraf Asiraf who currently doing practical in Langkawi. I think its in kedah. langkawi is in kedah kan? AHAHAHAHA i've been there but geografi is so not my subject. I even got lost in train from subang to sg buloh and suddenly i realised im in pelabuhan klang. what the feathers kan?!?! Haha

Mr chef jambu air

Hell-elujah To Life

" Surgery..Surgery " This bloody words that has been playing on my mind lately. I couldn't decide whether to go for my knee surgery or just stay in pain atleast for another 60years till I'm fully ready. I'm having a knee injury which is called Lateral collateral ligament injury , a complete tear of the ligament on the outside of the knee which is caused from having an extreme exercise.

The place where im gonna get drill by mr doctor

Once the tissue is removed, they gonna put a screw nearby somewhere

Hell Of The Day

Things didnt start well for me since i woke up at 7.30 in the morning today. First, mama was mumbling at the time i opened my eyes because she found out that i just registered my new gym membership at Fitness First. Comon ma ! I just woke up ! If i knew that was gonna happen, i rather die in my sleep than listening to ur 3ominutes of lecture. I was late for my psychology class because i was stuck for listening to my mama's Hot FM and thank god Mr Sebastian is very understanding and know the situation.

Lets go with the 2nd chapter of Fathur's life shall we. It was around 2 or something like that. I was out with Saiful, Omar and Sayed, we were on the way to Castle since maths class was canceled and so we decided to have shisha in the afternoon but things couldnt get any better. I lost my 300bucks which i just withdraw a moment ago. Bloody shit betul Hahaha. This is one of my lucky day, well thats what Sayed said. Thanks mate.

It goes like the 7th floor of hell today. Sigh. But it wasnt all bad because i received a morning wish text from my crushy this morning and thats the only thing that make me smile today :D haha Since my 300bucks got stolen by mr toyol, i end up burning my calories at Fitness First this afternoon for 3 and a 1/2 hours. I bet im gonna be 56 again by the time my crushy reach kl haha

So, tomoro plan is as usual. Im gonna gyming with Asyraf Azahar and Omar Keiser Rasheed. This two bloodypool who smell awesome when they sweat +.+ Anyways, I kinda feel sorry for Wan Azrie, Aliph, Mishal, Carlo, Michael and more of his unlisted friends. Cos i actually did what Aiman Bin Ariffin taught me which is to left his " lemak lemak " friends number at the gym HAHA Goodluck on that guys, u know how persistent those people can be.

Reasons~

First of all i would like to apologies for not updating my blog lately. Im kinda busy with all taiks and stuff. U guys should really start following me on twitter so u will know what has been happening lately ( http://www.twitter.com/fathurharun ). Damn. I havent check on Aiman, Aliph, Fhrie and all my citizen friends on blog. Sigh, i miss u boobies.

Menghilang for 3months. How the fuck am i suppose to update that ?!?! Maybe i should ask Johan to update it for me since he has been with me evryday and yeah, we aint gay aite !! As u know, im still single and it has been 4months. Macam taik. No one can help me to masturbate now HAHA I dont know, lots of friends has been asking me to delete my ex from my system but its kinda hard when ur heart stays with the one u thought it would be ur soulmate.

December has been such an awesome month for me though its a lil bit disaster for a few days but who give a shit. Like what aliph said, life without a drama is not life. We are not Barrack Obama to have a perfect life. Even they have problems and scandal. My big brother, Farhan Harun who successfully got married on the 26th of december and i guess i am soon to be an uncle. CIBAI. Im 19 and yet im gonna be an uncle. Thanks paan for getting married this early.

Whole family members who badget hot

Fathur and Nadia bulat

New year has been sucks for me. I've seen alot of my friends who got laid and drunk on that night and yeaah Pop's is mad with me cos I actually used his condo. Few days ago, i met someone who actually awesome and im kinda inlove haha and we have been chating crazily and laughed alot but im not sure if this goes the way that i want. Love is never meant for me Sigh. So, i heard class has start a week ago but who gives a damn. Im gonna start my class tomoro haha

Alright mates, im gonna update again soon cos its already 12.07am and i have class at 10am tomoro. Have to wake up 3 hours earlier cos the diva needs to get ready for his hair and face :D

my blog isnt dead yet, bitch

Im so sorry dear blog. I was too busy with date, working, meeting with president all over the world, satisfying wives and having babies. With all the works i've done, i lost 6kg in two weeks.

Too many things happened lately and i dont even know where to start. Lets start with raya. I think this year is the least fun i eva had in my life. Im different than u people here. I have 2 dad's and 2 mum's. beat that. With the tikus ( 3 steppies ) and those upcoming babies which i have to call brother and sister. Dear god, please no more upcoming sibblings. I like to be the youngest ya allah. 1st day of raya and im about to break to pieces. I was too exausted. Subang, Kota Damansara, Sungai Buloh, Gombak, Sh. Alam, Hartamas, Malacca then drive back to kl in one day. Gila ah. I think i slept less than 3 hours for the 1st 4days of raya. About 6am, i fly off to Johor to meet my grams and cousins cos ususally they gather at one place so it would me more merrier. I didnt enjoy most of the time with my relatives cos they kept on asking how does it feel to have a new family. What a stupid ass question to ask. Tu lah melayu. Bodoh dalam menanya soalan bijak.

Yesterday, i was with michael and we hit the road for a roadtrip. Cant believe we were lost in some kampung for about 1 and a 1/2 hours there. Haha but its fun to see he panic like hell. Yesterday morning i became his stylist and he need a new style to college. So we attacked Zara, AX, CK and Ralph Lauren for his new style. well- for the 1st time i helped someone on shopping and i get none. In addition, i have to spend more money for him on food and his aviator. Aishhh.

Today, most of the time i did is just chatting with Fadhil. I didnt call him the whole day cos im sick and my voice turns out to be like cicak. Cant believe he said i sounded like an oldman on the phone when he called me just now. MAHAI ! Haha.

Ryanne's Farewell

Yesterday was the bomb with Ry and the bongoks at square. I miss them asses since my mum doesnt let me out cos of h1n1 thingy and so, i lied and deepest apologies to her and I think the 1st day of Raya is The Best Day to come clean. well muslim said its the day of forgiveness. It feels so welcome at the time i arrived when Ry and Carlo stood up and run to me. I love u guys so much lol.

Ryanne, my best bitch since high school

Carlo my man. The one who still likes my step sis

Desiree, Elly, Ryanne, Fathur, Mahan and Lionel
You guys really put a joker smile on my face

Yesterday, Avenged Sevenfold song was played and suddenly
Lionel seems to be possesed
And he was so high and embarassed us on the table
hahaha
Babi !!
He started to visualised and singing and screaming
Omg
Seriously i doesnt know him at all !!!

Ryanne went back today afternoon and i didnt get to see her at all because my grandma is in coma and she had semi strok cos of hypo in the hospital since last night at 1am. Sorry Ry and You still owe me TUSHI ok ! I've been wanting to eat Tushi since last year. UGH ! I still feel sorry for Carlo and Mike tho cos they couldnt hang out with us till the end.