My thoughts are all over the place.
Sometimes i feel like leaving all the stuff behind and start a new life cos the past has been haunting me every time i closed my eyes.
Life sometimes can be fun but it is only for a moment.
Its like a glimpse, u saw it and in a second, it dissapeared and turn to be dark.
Somehow, im still thinking about leaving Malaysia and going back to my hometown in Australia, its really peaceful and yes, im gonna be lonely cos all that i care is here.
Does it make me a moron if i leave? Does it mean im selfish leaving all my friends here in Malaysia?
I don't even know the answer myself.
Guess- i am a moron and a very selfish person cos i cant even fix a damn thing and all i did is just cry and wait for a time to change without putting an efford.
I miss a thing called " family " ,dont even know or remember hows the feel of having a family.
I miss my late Mama ( who is like a mum to me and took care of me since i was 3days after i was born)
I miss my late bestfriend, Dan De Luca so much
Im breaking to pieces eva since i lost u guys.
I'm always wondering with the upcoming drama, will it be good? will it be bad? or will it be totally change and ruin me?
Tomoro is the day that my dad will introduce me to someone he just met.
Maybe i should start to accept reality and everything that possibly happen and let it flow by itself.
Jezzz, i wish i had someone who could help me stand strong since im falling and breaking to pieces.
Sometimes i feel like leaving all the stuff behind and start a new life cos the past has been haunting me every time i closed my eyes.
Life sometimes can be fun but it is only for a moment.
Its like a glimpse, u saw it and in a second, it dissapeared and turn to be dark.
Somehow, im still thinking about leaving Malaysia and going back to my hometown in Australia, its really peaceful and yes, im gonna be lonely cos all that i care is here.
Does it make me a moron if i leave? Does it mean im selfish leaving all my friends here in Malaysia?
I don't even know the answer myself.
Guess- i am a moron and a very selfish person cos i cant even fix a damn thing and all i did is just cry and wait for a time to change without putting an efford.
I miss a thing called " family " ,dont even know or remember hows the feel of having a family.
I miss my late Mama ( who is like a mum to me and took care of me since i was 3days after i was born)
I miss my late bestfriend, Dan De Luca so much
Im breaking to pieces eva since i lost u guys.
I'm always wondering with the upcoming drama, will it be good? will it be bad? or will it be totally change and ruin me?
Tomoro is the day that my dad will introduce me to someone he just met.
Maybe i should start to accept reality and everything that possibly happen and let it flow by itself.
Jezzz, i wish i had someone who could help me stand strong since im falling and breaking to pieces.
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