Hell Of The Day

Things didnt start well for me since i woke up at 7.30 in the morning today. First, mama was mumbling at the time i opened my eyes because she found out that i just registered my new gym membership at Fitness First. Comon ma ! I just woke up ! If i knew that was gonna happen, i rather die in my sleep than listening to ur 3ominutes of lecture. I was late for my psychology class because i was stuck for listening to my mama's Hot FM and thank god Mr Sebastian is very understanding and know the situation.

Lets go with the 2nd chapter of Fathur's life shall we. It was around 2 or something like that. I was out with Saiful, Omar and Sayed, we were on the way to Castle since maths class was canceled and so we decided to have shisha in the afternoon but things couldnt get any better. I lost my 300bucks which i just withdraw a moment ago. Bloody shit betul Hahaha. This is one of my lucky day, well thats what Sayed said. Thanks mate.

It goes like the 7th floor of hell today. Sigh. But it wasnt all bad because i received a morning wish text from my crushy this morning and thats the only thing that make me smile today :D haha Since my 300bucks got stolen by mr toyol, i end up burning my calories at Fitness First this afternoon for 3 and a 1/2 hours. I bet im gonna be 56 again by the time my crushy reach kl haha

So, tomoro plan is as usual. Im gonna gyming with Asyraf Azahar and Omar Keiser Rasheed. This two bloodypool who smell awesome when they sweat +.+ Anyways, I kinda feel sorry for Wan Azrie, Aliph, Mishal, Carlo, Michael and more of his unlisted friends. Cos i actually did what Aiman Bin Ariffin taught me which is to left his " lemak lemak " friends number at the gym HAHA Goodluck on that guys, u know how persistent those people can be.

Reasons~

First of all i would like to apologies for not updating my blog lately. Im kinda busy with all taiks and stuff. U guys should really start following me on twitter so u will know what has been happening lately ( http://www.twitter.com/fathurharun ). Damn. I havent check on Aiman, Aliph, Fhrie and all my citizen friends on blog. Sigh, i miss u boobies.

Menghilang for 3months. How the fuck am i suppose to update that ?!?! Maybe i should ask Johan to update it for me since he has been with me evryday and yeah, we aint gay aite !! As u know, im still single and it has been 4months. Macam taik. No one can help me to masturbate now HAHA I dont know, lots of friends has been asking me to delete my ex from my system but its kinda hard when ur heart stays with the one u thought it would be ur soulmate.

December has been such an awesome month for me though its a lil bit disaster for a few days but who give a shit. Like what aliph said, life without a drama is not life. We are not Barrack Obama to have a perfect life. Even they have problems and scandal. My big brother, Farhan Harun who successfully got married on the 26th of december and i guess i am soon to be an uncle. CIBAI. Im 19 and yet im gonna be an uncle. Thanks paan for getting married this early.

Whole family members who badget hot

Fathur and Nadia bulat

New year has been sucks for me. I've seen alot of my friends who got laid and drunk on that night and yeaah Pop's is mad with me cos I actually used his condo. Few days ago, i met someone who actually awesome and im kinda inlove haha and we have been chating crazily and laughed alot but im not sure if this goes the way that i want. Love is never meant for me Sigh. So, i heard class has start a week ago but who gives a damn. Im gonna start my class tomoro haha

Alright mates, im gonna update again soon cos its already 12.07am and i have class at 10am tomoro. Have to wake up 3 hours earlier cos the diva needs to get ready for his hair and face :D

my blog isnt dead yet, bitch

Im so sorry dear blog. I was too busy with date, working, meeting with president all over the world, satisfying wives and having babies. With all the works i've done, i lost 6kg in two weeks.

Too many things happened lately and i dont even know where to start. Lets start with raya. I think this year is the least fun i eva had in my life. Im different than u people here. I have 2 dad's and 2 mum's. beat that. With the tikus ( 3 steppies ) and those upcoming babies which i have to call brother and sister. Dear god, please no more upcoming sibblings. I like to be the youngest ya allah. 1st day of raya and im about to break to pieces. I was too exausted. Subang, Kota Damansara, Sungai Buloh, Gombak, Sh. Alam, Hartamas, Malacca then drive back to kl in one day. Gila ah. I think i slept less than 3 hours for the 1st 4days of raya. About 6am, i fly off to Johor to meet my grams and cousins cos ususally they gather at one place so it would me more merrier. I didnt enjoy most of the time with my relatives cos they kept on asking how does it feel to have a new family. What a stupid ass question to ask. Tu lah melayu. Bodoh dalam menanya soalan bijak.

Yesterday, i was with michael and we hit the road for a roadtrip. Cant believe we were lost in some kampung for about 1 and a 1/2 hours there. Haha but its fun to see he panic like hell. Yesterday morning i became his stylist and he need a new style to college. So we attacked Zara, AX, CK and Ralph Lauren for his new style. well- for the 1st time i helped someone on shopping and i get none. In addition, i have to spend more money for him on food and his aviator. Aishhh.

Today, most of the time i did is just chatting with Fadhil. I didnt call him the whole day cos im sick and my voice turns out to be like cicak. Cant believe he said i sounded like an oldman on the phone when he called me just now. MAHAI ! Haha.

Ryanne's Farewell

Yesterday was the bomb with Ry and the bongoks at square. I miss them asses since my mum doesnt let me out cos of h1n1 thingy and so, i lied and deepest apologies to her and I think the 1st day of Raya is The Best Day to come clean. well muslim said its the day of forgiveness. It feels so welcome at the time i arrived when Ry and Carlo stood up and run to me. I love u guys so much lol.

Ryanne, my best bitch since high school

Carlo my man. The one who still likes my step sis

Desiree, Elly, Ryanne, Fathur, Mahan and Lionel
You guys really put a joker smile on my face

Yesterday, Avenged Sevenfold song was played and suddenly
Lionel seems to be possesed
And he was so high and embarassed us on the table
hahaha
Babi !!
He started to visualised and singing and screaming
Omg
Seriously i doesnt know him at all !!!

Ryanne went back today afternoon and i didnt get to see her at all because my grandma is in coma and she had semi strok cos of hypo in the hospital since last night at 1am. Sorry Ry and You still owe me TUSHI ok ! I've been wanting to eat Tushi since last year. UGH ! I still feel sorry for Carlo and Mike tho cos they couldnt hang out with us till the end.

Bitter And Sweet Post

Today i went to Hanna's house. I was hoping to see Marisa ass and she was insanely late ! OMG u are such a PIG hahaha Marisa dear, did u know what i through for ur tickets ??? Its so hell k !! I heard Joann said that Jesse and the gang is gonna FUCK my ass soon. Im so dead. Aish korang ah really givin me a big time ahahah And i still LOVE u Bitch. Im still worry about u Marisa cos u still have the flu and fever. Get well soon k

Waiting for miss world to arrive

The late Kimora

Yesterday i went to curve cos maxis called me regarding on the phone that i bought recently and there's a problem with the documents that i sign. Its very Funny cos a moment after i left curve, a fever strike me and my whole body was burning up. My parents is so worry and i should say paranoid cos i just had my fever recently and it strike me again( same thing as what Aiman Ariffin said ) . And so they sent me for a check out, just to be save after the influenza strikes like hell in Kl lately. But i know it just a normal fever, ohhhh comon, we are talking about Fathur who is tough like a superman k. Fuck that guy who fuck the PIG and cos of him, the virus was created. Thank and good lord to him.
Im so worry now incase if i got guarantine or anything tomoro, Im gonna miss AX, Guess, Topman and all the store * Crying * . Whata hell am i saying la. Its not even a sure that i have the flu, no symtoms, nothing. So im not dieying or the world is gonna end. Haha
Guess i should get some beauty sleep cos tomoro im gonna be the lab animal test which is so cool and fun !!

Haunted by Reality

My thoughts are all over the place.
Sometimes i feel like leaving all the stuff behind and start a new life cos the past has been haunting me every time i closed my eyes.
Life sometimes can be fun but it is only for a moment.
Its like a glimpse, u saw it and in a second, it dissapeared and turn to be dark.
Somehow, im still thinking about leaving Malaysia and going back to my hometown in Australia, its really peaceful and yes, im gonna be lonely cos all that i care is here.
Does it make me a moron if i leave? Does it mean im selfish leaving all my friends here in Malaysia?
I don't even know the answer myself.
Guess- i am a moron and a very selfish person cos i cant even fix a damn thing and all i did is just cry and wait for a time to change without putting an efford.
I miss a thing called " family " ,dont even know or remember hows the feel of having a family.
I miss my late Mama ( who is like a mum to me and took care of me since i was 3days after i was born)
I miss my late bestfriend, Dan De Luca so much
Im breaking to pieces eva since i lost u guys.
I'm always wondering with the upcoming drama, will it be good? will it be bad? or will it be totally change and ruin me?
Tomoro is the day that my dad will introduce me to someone he just met.
Maybe i should start to accept reality and everything that possibly happen and let it flow by itself.
Jezzz, i wish i had someone who could help me stand strong since im falling and breaking to pieces.

Penat Gila

Ms. Jessica a.k.a not so Alba helps me with my shoping today.. She gila semangat and today i paid her to be my " orang gaji " .. awww arent im sweet jess ??? I supposed today will be the last time im gonna bring u for a shoping, cos i have to say it with honesty that ur eyes is so cacat >=o hahaha Jess act pick me a shirt with a design macam kena air brush.. gila ah.. Dah la my short pants she chose the yellow colour.. Sometimes, white people can be very very lunatic when it comes to fesyen xD well shes normal outside, but today i realised that she actually very weird at choosing cloths.. No wonder la she had all those bits and Eskimo shoes and she wears that today. A very terified moment and today i feel so relief cos last time she wore the type in the film of 300 which is so spartans. I love u jess and u beter thank me later cos it took me a few minutes to write about u here k xD

Marisa.. OLD OLD OLD

Marisa.. the oldies

so on the 1st ogos 2009, marisa ass turned older
and
i saw few wrinkles on her face and she needs to be iron
im sorry dear for yesterday
i couldnt make it to calebrate ur birthday
i love u mamarisa a.k.a chocolate mars
aish
all my friends are gettin older
and so am i
but while im ageing
somehow peeps says i looked younger
ahahahah
mamarisa mamarisa
another year older
i love u buddy