Ryanne's Farewell

Yesterday was the bomb with Ry and the bongoks at square. I miss them asses since my mum doesnt let me out cos of h1n1 thingy and so, i lied and deepest apologies to her and I think the 1st day of Raya is The Best Day to come clean. well muslim said its the day of forgiveness. It feels so welcome at the time i arrived when Ry and Carlo stood up and run to me. I love u guys so much lol.

Ryanne, my best bitch since high school

Carlo my man. The one who still likes my step sis

Desiree, Elly, Ryanne, Fathur, Mahan and Lionel
You guys really put a joker smile on my face

Yesterday, Avenged Sevenfold song was played and suddenly
Lionel seems to be possesed
And he was so high and embarassed us on the table
hahaha
Babi !!
He started to visualised and singing and screaming
Omg
Seriously i doesnt know him at all !!!

Ryanne went back today afternoon and i didnt get to see her at all because my grandma is in coma and she had semi strok cos of hypo in the hospital since last night at 1am. Sorry Ry and You still owe me TUSHI ok ! I've been wanting to eat Tushi since last year. UGH ! I still feel sorry for Carlo and Mike tho cos they couldnt hang out with us till the end.

Bitter And Sweet Post

Today i went to Hanna's house. I was hoping to see Marisa ass and she was insanely late ! OMG u are such a PIG hahaha Marisa dear, did u know what i through for ur tickets ??? Its so hell k !! I heard Joann said that Jesse and the gang is gonna FUCK my ass soon. Im so dead. Aish korang ah really givin me a big time ahahah And i still LOVE u Bitch. Im still worry about u Marisa cos u still have the flu and fever. Get well soon k

Waiting for miss world to arrive

The late Kimora

Yesterday i went to curve cos maxis called me regarding on the phone that i bought recently and there's a problem with the documents that i sign. Its very Funny cos a moment after i left curve, a fever strike me and my whole body was burning up. My parents is so worry and i should say paranoid cos i just had my fever recently and it strike me again( same thing as what Aiman Ariffin said ) . And so they sent me for a check out, just to be save after the influenza strikes like hell in Kl lately. But i know it just a normal fever, ohhhh comon, we are talking about Fathur who is tough like a superman k. Fuck that guy who fuck the PIG and cos of him, the virus was created. Thank and good lord to him.
Im so worry now incase if i got guarantine or anything tomoro, Im gonna miss AX, Guess, Topman and all the store * Crying * . Whata hell am i saying la. Its not even a sure that i have the flu, no symtoms, nothing. So im not dieying or the world is gonna end. Haha
Guess i should get some beauty sleep cos tomoro im gonna be the lab animal test which is so cool and fun !!

Haunted by Reality

My thoughts are all over the place.
Sometimes i feel like leaving all the stuff behind and start a new life cos the past has been haunting me every time i closed my eyes.
Life sometimes can be fun but it is only for a moment.
Its like a glimpse, u saw it and in a second, it dissapeared and turn to be dark.
Somehow, im still thinking about leaving Malaysia and going back to my hometown in Australia, its really peaceful and yes, im gonna be lonely cos all that i care is here.
Does it make me a moron if i leave? Does it mean im selfish leaving all my friends here in Malaysia?
I don't even know the answer myself.
Guess- i am a moron and a very selfish person cos i cant even fix a damn thing and all i did is just cry and wait for a time to change without putting an efford.
I miss a thing called " family " ,dont even know or remember hows the feel of having a family.
I miss my late Mama ( who is like a mum to me and took care of me since i was 3days after i was born)
I miss my late bestfriend, Dan De Luca so much
Im breaking to pieces eva since i lost u guys.
I'm always wondering with the upcoming drama, will it be good? will it be bad? or will it be totally change and ruin me?
Tomoro is the day that my dad will introduce me to someone he just met.
Maybe i should start to accept reality and everything that possibly happen and let it flow by itself.
Jezzz, i wish i had someone who could help me stand strong since im falling and breaking to pieces.

Penat Gila

Ms. Jessica a.k.a not so Alba helps me with my shoping today.. She gila semangat and today i paid her to be my " orang gaji " .. awww arent im sweet jess ??? I supposed today will be the last time im gonna bring u for a shoping, cos i have to say it with honesty that ur eyes is so cacat >=o hahaha Jess act pick me a shirt with a design macam kena air brush.. gila ah.. Dah la my short pants she chose the yellow colour.. Sometimes, white people can be very very lunatic when it comes to fesyen xD well shes normal outside, but today i realised that she actually very weird at choosing cloths.. No wonder la she had all those bits and Eskimo shoes and she wears that today. A very terified moment and today i feel so relief cos last time she wore the type in the film of 300 which is so spartans. I love u jess and u beter thank me later cos it took me a few minutes to write about u here k xD

Marisa.. OLD OLD OLD

Marisa.. the oldies

so on the 1st ogos 2009, marisa ass turned older
and
i saw few wrinkles on her face and she needs to be iron
im sorry dear for yesterday
i couldnt make it to calebrate ur birthday
i love u mamarisa a.k.a chocolate mars
aish
all my friends are gettin older
and so am i
but while im ageing
somehow peeps says i looked younger
ahahahah
mamarisa mamarisa
another year older
i love u buddy